Same Thing Same Results

Haven't posted in a while. Long while. Haven't written a thing. A year ago this time I was suffering because business was so slow with Aflac. Plus, I wasn't crazy about the zaniness of running hither and yon to maybe write some business somewhere. Did I give it enough time? Yes, over a year. Then I saw this posting for licensed agents here and applied online. Received a response within a day and was hired a few days later. Liked the idea of steady income. No, I wouldn't be my own boss. But I wasn't anyway. I was my own boss in how I managed my time. But not sure I'm the best boss of that anyway. Would rather have a task given to me and then manage how to do it. So, now I find myself again suffering. As I have periodically over the last ten months. This time thinking: What the hell have I done. How did I get here? How does someone like me end up answering the phones for a living? I'm better than this. So maybe I am. And I've been applying for work to try and make a change. I'll hear this week on whether that's been successful. If not, we'll try something else completely. Or, hang in here and wait for something to open up that works for me.