Fake it for Now

What's the latest dilemma? The same old anxiety about getting a job. Remember, been there and done this a million times over. I think that's how I spent the majority of my worry from 2003-2006. Being independent. It's the fear that consumes me. It's the insecurity. But why should it? The old glee at feeling free before is gone, mostly. What's left is the fear. What makes me think I can do anything? I can't but others can, and I'll just fake it for now.